What are you hiding behind your optimism?

I’m dreadfully afraid of feeling negative emotions, because it could take away all the progress I’ve done so far. I’m caught in a hurricane of thoughts, convincing me that one tear will destroy everything.

Disconnected

I find myself drifting into grey clouds. Disconnecting from the world and losing touch of my memories. It’s like that dream you know you’ve had, but you can’t quite put a finger on it. So where does my mind go?